be discreet

[msmage]

It's not much later, in Isabella's room, that she asks:

"So... is Alex really a dom?"

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[eclipsi]

Squeeze. "And maybe Tobias's parents will help look after their grandkids or something. It sounds like your half-siblings have a lot more support available than you do and it is okay for you to grab more until you have this extremely basic thing you need of not being terrorized."

[mrmage]

"I know you're right, I just don't... believe it, if that makes sense? Inside."

[eclipsi]

Nod.

"You might also be able to run away, especially if you can shapeshift well enough to look like somebody else and a little older. You - look, how much information security do I have to maintain about things with Alex in the car, I figured under the circumstances it was better to spill the beans about Tobias to him and Renée than make you sit in that restaurant a second longer but about other stuff."

[mrmage]

Sigh. "Might as well tell him." He looks at Alex. "And you might've guessed now the reason why I had never seen people in terrible distress before."

[catalexis]

"Hadn't put it together. What's the big secret?"

[eclipsi]

"Sadde's never been to virtuality. If he ran away and didn't dare approach civilization - they're not likely to spend psion resources on tracking you down, or at least it'd take a truly astronomical amount of money from your dad to hire a private one. And you've done it before."

[mrmage]

"My father, not my dad," he says. "The first time, I hadn't seen him since I was four, my mom was taking care of me, he had probably forgotten about me, she had custody and he had no interest in keeping a child that was so obviously not going to behave. Then he had custody again and I was his job. And then he gave up on his job. And then there was you, who not only managed to collar me but did so while being female, you're not a sub, and you're letting me stay a boy at least sometimes so you're doing it all wrong. Way he works, you challenged him. He might not hire someone to track me down, but only because then he'd know I wasn't with you either." Pause. "And then I wouldn't be with you, or at school, and that'd be terrible."

[eclipsi]

"Sorry. Father. It'd only be until you turned eighteen, he can't touch you after that, pet."

[mrmage]

"That's still a year and ten months away."

[eclipsi]

"I know. I know. But is it better than being in his house?"

[mrmage]

"...if it's being in his house and not with you versus running away and not being with you, yeah. If he still allows me to go to school... I'm not sure."

[eclipsi]

"Is there any way to find that out - reliably?"

[mrmage]

"Find what out, whether he'd allow me or whether I prefer that?"

[eclipsi]

"Whether he's going to pull you out of school."

[mrmage]

"Oh. I don't know. I- his thing now is that you exist, I think he'd decided that he'd allow me to be a freak if I was gonna be a freak away from him, but now his pride was injured and, um. I have no idea how he'll react."

[eclipsi]

She sighs. "Would it even have helped if I'd dragged you out to the car and not spoken to him?"

[mrmage]

"It... might have helped if he hadn't seen you do it and had just continued to assume you were a boy and I was a girl, which I'm sure he did at first."

[eclipsi]

"But unfortunately Renée thought this would make a nice surprise... ugh. She ought to have known better even if she didn't have details. I don't even know how she got ahold of him without going through me."

[mrmage]

"Well, I have a very unusual name? Shouldn't be hard to find, I suppose, maybe she asked your dad for help, since he's police and stuff." Pause. "He is fine, right? That was just a story your mom made up?"

[eclipsi]

"That was a story I made up and had Alex feed to Renée."

[mrmage]

"Story you made up, then. Good. Okay."

[eclipsi]

"Yeah. He's fine." Squeeze.

[mrmage]

Sigh. "Okay, let's- look at possibilities. What can he do, to make my life bad? He can pull me out of school, he can threaten to do so if I don't come home for holidays or something, he can threaten to do so if I don't act verifiably submissive and am female all the time... How hard would it be for me to get rid of him, to have him not be my parent, is the fact that I don't want him to be my parent enough?"

[eclipsi]

"I have no idea. Renée might have a better idea but she works with kindergarteners."

[mrmage]

"It should be strictly easier for a sixteen-year-old to get rid of their parents than a kindergartener, no?"