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[msglam]

You guys captured Purity?

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[msglam]

Anyway, I wanted to ask earlier but forgot, and if you don't wanna talk about this subject anymore that's fine, but why don't they let you apologize to Purity?

[first_and_final]

Apparently no one's supposed to talk to her? Which sounds cruel to me, but it might just have been an excuse concealing some other, less cruel reason.

[msglam]

Oh. It makes sense, it's probably to protect her civilian identity.

[first_and_final]

That sounds stupid. Can't they just give her a mask?

[msglam]

Well, maybe? That's actually a good idea, but if it's not the civilian identity thing then I dunno. Maybe they're just evil or something.

[first_and_final]

I don't think they're actually evil. I do think they're neither as smart nor as good as they like to think.

[msglam]

That's probably true of most people.

[first_and_final]

Not me, though.

[msglam]

I sure hope you're right ^^ You'll never see me saying that, though.

[first_and_final]

No?

[msglam]

Nope! I'm already too overconfident for my tastes, saying I'm exactly as smart or as good as I think I am won't actually help.

[first_and_final]

But if you think you're less smart than you think you are, don't you end up in fact thinking you're less smart than you thought you thought you were...? Where does it end?

[msglam]

Well, in theory the feedback loop could be dampened and it'd end at a finite specific quantity, but in practice I basically just consciously keep all my unconscious thoughts about my smartness and goodness in check.

[first_and_final]

As long as it works for you, I guess.

[msglam]

Not very well, actually! But it's better than the alternative.

[first_and_final]

That'll have to do.

[msglam]

Yup!

Do you have the new weapons to try, by the way?

[first_and_final]

I've been doing a lot of design work to distract myself from my real problems, so yes.

[msglam]

Your real problems?

[first_and_final]

Not being able to apologize to the person I nearly killed, that sort of thing.

Well. Allowed. Not being allowed to apologize to the person I nearly killed. I'm sure I am technically able to manage it if I try.

[msglam]

Yeah. I mean, she didn't actually die, she might not even know there's something you should be apologizing for.

[first_and_final]

She will have noticed that I hit her with a staff-sized force blast. That's not the sort of thing that's easy to miss.

[msglam]

Well, yes, but she doesn't necessarily know she almost died of it.

[first_and_final]

It's still worth apologizing for on its own, by most people's standards. At least when the people involved are Aluvai. Do capes who hospitalize each other just go about their business afterward with no hard feelings?

[msglam]

No more hard feelings than otherwise, more or less. In fact, if a cape who hospitalized another came back to apologize I'm pretty sure the other would assume that was taunting and there'd be more hard feelings.